u/Huge-Ad7124

Hi everyone, ive been struggling with my Mental Health for quite some years now and i feel im tending to commit. Ive been through alot and i dont see any purpose to live anymore. I feel like my Donor is the only one whos keeping me alive right now. I quit smoking because of him/her.

I feel bad and dont wanna do this, not after i got a heart and someone else didnt. Someone else couldve be saved by it, but it was me and i should not do this, it would be extremely disrespectful and a waste. Especially because in my opinion i dont even deserve it, surely there was a Person in a lot worse condition then me and they shouldve got it.

whats your opinion on this. i hope i dont make anyone angry