Hey there, It's a Saturday and it's really a boring day at work so much, nothing important to do today, and I wanted to have a little fun. Who's up playing chess with me? Im not a pro tho but I would like to play with someone rn. If you're up, please dm me so we can have a fun time.
Im 24F and i can play with anyone no more than 30.
Thank you.
I've been living here for a while now, and coming from a western culture like country and living here in Saudi is very hard indeed.
Like my life here has been a roller coaster, no friends, and family that supports me, so I tried my best to talk with my colleagues.
To be honest I feel so down, and I have this one colleague he is a guy and I really love his vibe because it's just light, but I don't have anything for him, I know myself.
So today while at my work, Im very exhausted, so I tried to take a rest in one of our empty room, just sit there and relax, normally everyone can go there and talk, just to give you an idea how the empty room looks like, its a glass door, so everyone can see what's inside and everyone can come because the door is never lock, so I just talk there with one of my colleauge and one of my other colleague told me that I should never stay there with any other man, I can stay there when everyone is out.
I appreciate him for telling me that because I know that he is just concern and just looking after me, but after that I feel lonely, because I feel like I will not have a time to have a proper talk with him again or to any man in the office. I feel sad about it, because I don't feel the vibe of the girls in our office, they have their own worlds, and only the guys are the people I can talk to properly.
How I wish I have a bestfriend here where Im living so I will never feel alone. When there's a gathering in our office, I always felt left out, because I dont have any friends to call me, unlike them, everyone has a friend, but me? Im all alone, only the guys care, but I think im gonna distance myself because i feel like it doesn't look good.
I just need a friend, but unfortunately it's hard to find that here. And I even cannot go out because I have a tight budget so the only place I can talk to people f2f is by my work, because if I go out I need to spend and uber here is so expensive.