Looking for a purpose in life
For most of my life I’ve been fairly passive but now that I’m 18 and turning 19 in December I want to do something with my life. I’m not someone with much depth and I feel like I’ve missed out on most of the things people did at my age. I rarely go outside and I spend most of my days ether working or playing video games. I graduated high school but don’t intend on going to college. Is there something for me to do with my life? My biggest dream growing up was to become a YouTuber but I’ve tried so much and just never got the results I wanted. At the moment I’ve got what I think is a pretty good idea for a manga/comic book but I don’t know where to start, I don’t have the art skills to make one myself, and can’t hire an artist at this moment. I know this post is kinda all over the place but I’ve just been feeling like shit recently and want to get things in order before it’s to late. If anyone has any advice, that’d be much appreciated.