Scored 253 in cancelled Neet paper (first drop btw😭)
So yeah , ik how dumb I am. Ik that I am a loser, a failure and the most indisciplined neet aspirant ever.
I didn't study shit regarding NEET in 11th and 12th but somehow managed to score 93.75(PCMB) in isc 2025 which gave me some weird confidence to attempt neet.(Foolish me🥀)
I gave neet 2025 without any form of studying whatsoever and ended up scoring 160/720 and an effing 10lakh rank something which humbled me so bad. I cried for days on end and finally ended up joining yakeen 2.0 to prepare for 2026.
Idk wth I did throughout the entire year. I wasted time like anything. I got addicted to doomscrolling and became really lonely until at last ,neet 2026 gave me another shock when I discovered how much of an ass I am. Getting 253/720 in such an easy paper makes me feel soooo ashamed of myself and the worst part is the fact that I betrayed my parents. It genuinely hurts like anything but they still decided to give me another chance to fulfill the aspirations I had once dreamt of.
Ik this probably doesn't sound realistic and most of y'all will say that I was never serious and I will end up wasting this year too but I want to try once again. I want to give another attempt with proper preparation. Moreover, I am so so tired of staying at home and I genuinely want to escape this monotonous life and I feel like this is one chance which can give me some comfort to get through all this insanity.
Therefore,I am going to use reddit to post my study hours and daily goals to keep myself accountable.
I have joined an offline coaching this time because I have very less self control pertaining to unnecessary distractions.
However, I wanna document my journey on this platform and see where life takes me one year later.
Any suggestions are gladly welcome !