I am confused about my own feelings and it's causing terrible trouble
I need help I have a best friend and I am being too possessive and it's turning into a everyday loop I am 19 years old we are classmates and its purely just friends atleastttt it's one hundred percent that from her part but I don't know I get such massive mood drops and insecurities upon just seeing her interact with anybody over the randomest thing ever and it's unbearable for me.I bring up the topic and then we both stress over it. There is this one particular guy I absolutely loathe and my beat friends' friend is friends with him. So they have to hang out occasionally and all and it's just so soul crushing for me as I have already pleaded and made such a joke over this.
I can't and will not stop caring for here no matter what. But I need to let go and realise her situation as well as she can't possibly understand mine. I don't know what to do about this.
I know it's a sub to make new friends but to all the friends out there it's my plea to help me out so I can keep the one I already have. Any help here is much appreciated.