u/IgotInTheVan

I don't mind a few mods, as long as they don't completely change the game. That being said, I don't have much experience with them. Ive played with mcmmo and a few QoL mods. I like to build, explore and help people. I don't mind VC (hate my voice though) and I'm online a lot, so time zones don't really bother me. I'm on EST if it matters. I would really prefer to play with other adults or at least have other adults in the server to socialize with. And i am really hoping to find a fresh SMP. I'm not a fan of the type of player who speed runs the game. I am 100 percent okay with the end being locked for a while xD. If you want to know more info or think I'd be a good fit for your group, hit me up.

It has been almost an entire year (august 4th) since i lost my right leg about 6 inches below the knee. I am still struggling with an overwhelming amount of pain. Phantom nerve pain, muscle spasms, my hamstrings/knee go wild and start kicking my limb around like im a dog and you just found my spot. If i am lucky, i can fit into my prosthetic about once every 30-45 days. It is still EXTREMELY painful just to put on, let alone walk in it...but i try...I can wear it for about a half hour..MAYBE an hour before it starts to hurt to much to walk on or even keep on. Then comes the fun part...within that hour of wearing it, my leg swells so much i have to literally take my good leg and pry the prosthetic off, sometimes requiring help (think of a kid helping dear old dad take his work boots off at the end of the day). Ive tried the medicines they give me, ive tried desensitizing it via touch and massaging, ive tried every available sock combination they gave me, and still no dice. I can not work, pay my bills, or buy my own food. I do not qualify for disability and finding financial help is killing me mentally. I keep seeing all these amazing videos of amputees walking again in half the time ive not had my leg. I try to be happy for them but god damn is it hard not to be jealous. Has anyone else had such troubles and theyve gotten better? or is it best i start to accept things as they are and try to deal with it?