How can I find my way back to god?
I’ve been an atheist most of my life, but as I’ve gotten older and read some of the chapters of the bible I’ve found myself more drawn towards god.
At one point not so long ago I felt like I was on the right path. The signs where there and things were going ok in my life. Business was good, I was getting on with everyone around me in my family and social life. But recently I’ve felt myself drifting, becoming detached and indifferent to everything in quite a self destructive way.
At the moment though I’m going through a rough patch. I’ve just turned 30 but I still feel like an 18 year old. I feel my life is lacking direction and I find myself giving in to drink, drugs and gambling more and more frequently.
I’m trying to find my way back on the right path but it’s like I can’t see the woods for the trees.
If someone could recommend some chapters from the bible that I should study and meditate on I would be forever grateful.