u/Ill_Jacket3731

I have a mind control frequency radio or microwave that shows up on redvox 24/7 and is aimed at both ears causing pulsating tinnitus really bad (my whole head legit shakes from this constantly, that's how strong it is) I have had both eyes "burned" for lack of a better term making them especially droopy at the bottom. For a while after this there was almost no muscle support around my eyes (like they disabled or shrunk the muscles). The radio wave or microwave frequency is pulsating really dark terrifying things and images broadcast to my eyes keep showing guns, people holding or using them, them going off, then this is followed by a sense of relief (manufactured). Like they'll have you filled with fear and then play images like this then maybe a gun being fired then flood my body with relief I guess? So basically 24/7 pulsated tinnitus, eyes being microwaved or burned, face looking like hell and like I've been through something worse than war, eyes don't look right, pupils not dilating, a sense that through this torture they've tried to create multi personas and a split mind, and also muscles that completely give out (I legit think they damaged the part of the brain stem that controls my muscles and patches it with nano tech because if I hold a magnet to this area my muscles give out and start burning, I feel like I'm dying, heart starts to give out etc), and last night I had a nice TV show on to got to sleep to and I wake up like one half hour later to some freaky weird "let's go on an adventure" mind control like cartoon playing wit a girl lead character that could resemble me prior to this all happening and then tonight I keep the TV off and then go to close my eyes and get a telepathic "let's go on an adventure" phrase go through my mind, them guys holding guns shows up as an image in my visual cortex. I'm a female and I guess being mine controlled then murdered in assuming by the government. I'm non violent and have zero history of criminal behavior or mental illness. My name is lindsey and I live in Indiana just in case anything happens to me (it basically already has though, there is no recovering from this)

What does anyone do in this situation? I know that over the last several months I've gone through a type of mk ultra mind programming. I live near Indianapolis and it seems to be a hotbed for this type of activity. So it started with the initial "gangstalking", then drones every night that also followed my vehicle everywhere I went, then what I think was brain to computer interface being put in place via super strong electromagnetic radiation to the right side of my head I think from a drone (incredibly strong pressure and pain in one specific area on right side of head and then I lost all feeling and I think brain activity in that area and MRI shows at least two dark rods coming up from brain to scalp over there.

Then the targeting with dews and emf continued for a couple of months. It felt like they were altering and damaging my brain and I suffered all sorts of extreme pain and odd symptoms that felt like I would end up brain dead. Then I lost all control of my muscles and fell to the ground, then they all of a sudden came back. Since then they have been off and on working. Nothing physical was found wrong with me on any tests, then last night they just all of a sudden came back super strong all over. I can now also hold a magnet to them and it sticks in many areas. So I'm thinking muscles are controlled via graphene. Then last night, on two different occasions, my tv just suddenly switches over to some bizarre little kids programming that has a girl that looks like me and its called such and such goes on an adventure. It even came back on from the tv show I was watching while I was sleeping and I awoke to it being back on the tv.

Now this morning my arm, foot, leg, and hands have moved by themselves. I also see vivid images of dark violent things happening when I close my eyes to sleep. What do I do to help myself? I'm so very scared.

Has anyone experienced a type of targeting that started with the classic stalking, street theater, being followed by police, etc, that then turned into heavy dew attacks to head/brain that caused some cognitive issues, that then turned into sexual stimulation where you would be hit with radio waves to the head at the same time (this would last hours or most of the day so you were in a sort of trance the whole time they were stimulating your genitals basically). This sexual stuff also was while they mainly were targeting the right side of the head.

Then they start hitting the left ear and left side of head and you start to see more violent imagery or like they are pushing you to use guns or commit some crime in the same way as they were pushing sex and masturbation stuff. It feels like they are trying to intermingle or have your brain associate the two or mix them up almost. Like sex and masturbation feel good and so does violence sort of thing. Then I also noticed they have me programmed to be submissive to men in supposed positions of authority, so anytime I see a male post something at work I immediately start thinking sexual thoughts and feeling submissive in a dom/sub vibe like I would do anything they would ask of me with a yes sir sort of attitude. This isn't an all the time thing but it has definitely been programmed into me in some way.

I need help on how to deprogram this or what to do with it. Has anyone else had this happen? I'm also still being hit by dew every day and night and yesterday I had a tingling all over my face and head and then basically lost feeling in my whole body for a while.

Is this something you can see for what it is, ignore, and then it will fall away eventually? This is so foreign to me that I am kind of begging for any kind of help and any recommendations or similar experiences.

I'm concerned at this point. They have been messing with my head making me feel like I'm under some frequency that is dulling my mind really bad, then they stimulate me sexually and insert sexual fantasy type scenarios into my head until I orgasm or at least get close. (They mimic someone touching your skin and kissing you amongst other things)

So this has been going on for a few weeks now and then started again today even though I want nothing to do with it....then all of a sudden I telepathically hear "ok got it!" and it all stops immediately.

Are they trying to figure out how to hack your brain basically? learning what regions or areas to stimulate in order to bring about certain results?

This is horrifying in so many ways and now I'm worried about what else they're going to do to me. I can't even post my location or name on here because my post will be deleted but I need help and someone to talk to.