u/Ill_Relief8393

Hi, I'm looking for some advise from more experience practioner. I am about to grade for the p2 level but I am feeling mix confidence. I think I know most of technique but if someone ask for the technique according to name on syllabus maybe I get confuse and can't demonstrate it. I am petite girl so maybe sometime the multi opponent drill is overwhelming. I prepare with my grading partner for several weeks but still not feeling complete confident, in fact maybe even I hate training and dreading it. Should I just keep taking the class or can I sit this out, I am starting to hate going to class and scared of the grading.