Looking for advice i cant cry and move on
Me 20 year old male and ex of 3 years broke up we went no contact for a couple months then we started talking and having intimate relationships again but i found out in that time she had slept with someone els. I begged her not to before we broke up and to give me time That if she did i would feel like i lost a part of her and she told me That she cant promise me that and also she had slept with other people before me so i never had 100 percent of her anyway.
I recently cut her off and completely blocked number and stuff she got mad and sent me a dm That i didn’t reply and then blocked me. I don’t want to get back with her we weren’t good for each-other and i prefer someone with less body count.
I feel like crying to get these emotions out of me so i don’t think about her with someone els but i am unable to cry i just get this feeling in my chest and get sad for 10 mins this cycle repeats every time i think about it so i try to block the thought out but if i keep blocking it out i wont get over it.
I keep thinking about what could’ve been if things were different if she was different im stuck on this image of her that she never was and is never going to be.
Im just looking for advice on this situation thank you.