I hope everyone has been doing well, I can personally say this has been the hardest April I’ve had ever. I was getting ready for work today and next thing I know I had my 5th seizure this month. I’m being honest here I’m starting to cry and break down. I was always taught crying is for the weak but right now I don’t care, I just feel so helpless. I started getting this chronic fear to use the bathroom because earlier this month I had 2 seizures in the same week in my bathroom. It cut me pretty well, almost lost my left eye this month because of it. I’ve been put on a new medication I honestly don’t know if it’s working but the old one seems to not work either. I feel stuck, I’m very much over this but I know once I get through this it will get marginally easier so I’m holding out hope.
Here’s the dates for my seizures if anyone’s wondering 4/01 4/07 4/20 4/26 4/28