Gotten into accident
My doc suggested me to stop taking meds as I was taking it for 5 years and seizure free but then I stopped then after 2 days I got seizure in motorcycle, my grandfather was driving it , i was in back and suddenly i fell and the whole motorcycle fell and he fractured his one leg ....i feel so guilty. I should have skipped college for 1 week after 1 got off my meds. But my college proffessor told everyone to to attend lab or will not let u sit for final exam. also 80% attendance bs. I wish I would have cared more abt health than that class.
Also 1st time when I got seizure was bcoz of school like I was having jerk in hands for 2 weeks , I told doc she gave me sleeping pills I think , I didn't take it cause I don't wanna be sleepy in class and 10th grade was suppose to be a biggest thing in my country and I wake up at 4 a.m everyday.... and 1 day I got my 1st grand seizure and I was in like 4th stair . I hit my head and my 14 years of hard work ...all gone . I dreamed of getting that stupid prize they give u when u score 90+ on stage . All ruined I didn't even know what epilepsy at all and kinda messed up my memory . I got average score I cried for 4 month .
And to fk it up even more I took maths with computer science and did btech in electronics & telecommunication that I honestly don't even understood very well , I didn't wanted a gap year so so I have to take ece and didn't got Cs.
It ruined my life cause all I did was study , overthink, stress while others who scored average atleast enjoyed school & are happy. I hate my life , I can't even travel . and I don't even have a brain to find a job . I did had anxiety but with this it got only worse. and I can't even tell anyone abt this embarrassing disease 🤕.
(ignore the grammar )