u/Impossible-Dirt-7772

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Daily la nadakura random random things ah yosikkama anupura oru person💫......

Like sky nalla irundha photo anupuradhu, lyf pathi complain panradhu...... 1am ku random song share panradhu, or literally hour kanakula content eh illaama pesitu irukradhu.....

Not even relationship stuff necessarily.....Just oru connection that feels easy.

Conversations forced ah illama......silence kooda awkward ah iruka koodadhu.

Idk man.....enaku recent ah ippdi thonudhu....

Ungalukkum apdi irrukkaa ???

Guys 17 M here (18 in few months) but i had to learn a lot of things on past few months and im in a state were there are no ppl happy abt me....

I have been a guy who wasn't loved by someone and had feelings for a gurl who don't like me....

And to be honest i had pron addiction and i have been improved a lot recently (the only thing im happy abt my self)...

I was a guy who was a 100% perfect once....and now a disappointment to everyone who's my side...Im a huge dissatisfaction for everyone near me...not a good student,not a good son,not a good frnd,not a good partner and nothing is for me....

Being a guy who is so unlucky in every aspect and cbse results will be out soon and i have not performed well....if i didn't gave the effort i wouldn't feel this much....but been someone bfre who was not this creature....

I can't help myself guys...im re writing it for the 3rd time i don't know how ppl would take this but i had $u$id@l thoughts recently....

Ennala mudiyala 😭💔

Thanks for ur time guys...