u/Impossible_Map_1015

i am 173cm Polish guy. i am Balding ( Thinning). my face is deformed. girls reject me and laught at me. people dont sit NEXT to me in bus. They look with disgust on me. so i try stop care. i take too much mental demage. my plan is isolating myslef and focus on hobby : manga Collecting and reading, walking in nature and explore. i dont want intetachion with humans and girls ( for them only hotness and tallnes Matter). they destroy my life. now i want peace with myself. even of whole world is my enemy i cant be enemy for myself. this mean i also quit postong here. this place is is th best in this dark heightism blacpilled world where chad are the only rulers.

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Every time I go out, it ends in a mental breakdown. So today I was running a lot of errands in shopping malls. What I saw broke me mentally (as it does every time). But today was especially brutal. I saw TONS of couples. Each girl was her own tall and handsome man (I call anyone who looks better than me that, and it's not hard to find). It really cuts you deep, knowing that each of them is having sex with a woman (women) who sincerely desires them. Lots of good memories, parties. It's all because of this that I look good and am tall. I feel so helpless, severely depressed. Today I woke up in the night and thought how ugly I am. I want to cry. I'm alone in this world because I have a very ugly face. EXTREME UGLY. Someone took everything from me. I'm so ashamed, I'm such an outcast. Only when I escape into reading manga/anime is my existence bearable. I'll never have sex, I'll never start a family, and worst of all, I have to look at people every day who won the gene lottery. I don't see any chance for the slightest change, I'm so ugly... I've done nothing to anyone, yet I'm everyone's enemy. It hurts so much.

Is there anything I can do for you, or should I just accept being defeated by society and women? I'm simply ugly, and I lose a lot of hair every day. I've deleted all social media like Snapchat, Facebook, Instagram, and Tinder. I don't plan on meeting anyone else (none like me; they look at me with disgust because my head is deformed by progenia and my mouth is huge). Or is it best to accept the lack of sex and love for the rest of my life? I think I'll be fine. I'll just avoid people, read manga, and live the life of a bug, a cockroach.

Height is everything. Height dictates dating and sex. You can be a stupid autistic, a pedophile, a serial killer, fat, or bald. The only law is the law of height; hierarchy is based on height. Short and average people are oppressed; if we do something wrong, everyone points out our height to harass us. The crime isn't the deed—the crime is that you don't have a femur like that. I look at society and know they don't want me. Sexual exclusion has destroyed my psyche. The sight of tall men walking with cute girls destroys me every time. What women have done to me is indescribable. Not many have such experiences, not even many of you will understand me. Everyone has sex except me because I'm not tall and I'm not a Chad. i hate humans For What they do to guys like me. now i am villain who see all that injustice behavior. now i start full isolating myslef after i know truth

It's hard for me to believe how my life turned out. I remember in elementary school, a girl invited me to her birthday party (as the only guy). I didn't like her, but I went because there were other classmates there—prettier ones. Then, at 17, I met a girl I dated for a makeout session. Do you think I won? No, she was ugly and mentioned a few times about a guy she liked—a tall, bad boy. After that, my life became very miserable. I kissed three girls, and each time they ended up trading me for someone better. I didn't have sex with any of them. Today, I'm shy and wild. I don't talk to people and I don't go to sleepy parties or events. I believe this is a valid form of rebellion. If you don't want me, I don't want you. I don't work, I don't support. I don't help people because my need for sex and love hasn't been met. This is the most important need, according to Maslow's pyramid. Being sexless is a stigma I will carry for the rest of my life. PEOPLE HAVE TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME.

do now in poland there are collage parties time when all chads and girls go out to listen music, Dance and fuck with each other. in my university is there many super tall chads or Just guy who mog me very badly. tallest hottets get all attention and sex. all girl lok and them with MOUTH OPEN and dream to fuck them. i was always rejected by girls, sometimes very brutal. i am 173 cm and so fucking ugly with hanging skin on asymetrical face. i Never experience relationship as a 24 old. all people around me have very easy bc they look better and are taller. everyday when i go outside I WATCH HAPPY COUPLES. It’s brutal, its sos brutal BC i never will have it. girls are mean, no eye contact. only their disgusted faces when girls see my face and height. for me girls are number one enemy and destroy my life. society as a whole, too

I have to stop posting here because I feel crushed. Not only do I actually only see couples (as a perpetual single), but I'm also adding to the brutality of all the comments and women's reactions to the "heightpill" ones. I'm tired. I'm flooded with "blackpill" and "heightpill" everywhere. A truly brutal nature, which I understand. I understand that I'll never have a girlfriend because I'm short and very ugly. What am I supposed to do next? Thinking about it only drives me crazy. I'm not talking to anyone anymore; I'm at war with the entire world and humanity. It's too much for me. I don't want to dwell on it anymore. Can someone like me somehow move forward in life? How do I deal with people looking at me with disgust? Seeing tall, handsome people living the easy lifestyle? Humanity has wronged me, and ONLY APPEARANCES matter here. It makes me want to puke. A lonely life lies ahead of me; the sight of couples will remind me of losing the genetic lottery To The my eldery times

so i was walking and Riding bus whole day. It’s Sunday so all couples were outside. i Watch them and its far more brutal than i Think. Every girl with tall boyfriend even if he is fat, Balding but tall. i i see average guy with gf he is very good looking and perfect hairline ( i also ugly and Thinning). i Never had a girlfriend and Never will. it hurt so much . Every guy better looking than me have full options: datea,sex, love, Cute gf. i am 24 M virgin. i only kiss 3 girls in the past but they choose better looking taller pretty boys. unattractive guys like me Never will have girlfriends. the Game is rigged. Blackpill is all truth. i will Never be happy or smile again, now when i know truth and my position i always be depressed. i see whole picture now. i see cruel nature. sex selection. i start hate everything and everyone

Now I know everything. I see what couples look like and I'm aware of how the game is rigged. Everything in life depends on appearance. Appearance attracts serial killers and pedophiles as objects of desire. Genetic advantage gives school bullies the drive to oppress the weaker, and hot tall bullies end with lobing wife and kids. Handsome and tall guys are desired by all women. You have to meet the appearance and height requirements to enter a relationship and get sex and love. They get tons of positive comments online.

Also this is Why i have so many bad memeories with girls, Why i was called ugly and laughted „ haha i didnt know you are so short”. Yes now it all is clear. It’s explained Why i am treated worst than tall hot guys. Why i am ignore in conversations. i understand the rules. Is reality of unattractive.

I walk around a lot, and my observations confirm my views. The masks have fallen, I know everything. Everything is so clear now. I will never speak to or help members of society or women again. And my whole empathy will go to the animals or plants

Today I rode the tram. I sat by the window, and the seat next to me was empty. It was packed with people getting on at every stop, the tram was filling up, but no one sat next to me. And it happens very often. I'm treated like a leper because I lost the genetic lottery. Man, it's so brutal. I can't even cope; I just spend my time either rotting in bed or walking alone in the forests or other wilderness. Of course, I pass a lot of couples ranging in age from 13 to 80. But what won't change is that I will always be alone. Honestly, I doubt I'm still human. Maybe some kind of monster or anomaly. Any interaction with people has been cut out of my life. Because of my poor treatment, I have severe social anxiety and probably depression.

i am also facially unattractive, very asymetrical face with much hangibg skin, big lips, pig nose and Balding. i have no friends, no girl ever want me. i dont talk to people bc in past i was laughted and mock ( BC how i look) and now i have very strong social phobia- 100% rational anr logiczne, they treat me like trash, especially girls. , nobody sit NEXT to me in bus. i only get looks full of disgust. humanity and society reject me,very lonely and feel like villain like shigaraki or gyutaro. All i do is having ugly face and height no six feet. Biggest crime to hypergamic girls and society

When i go outside its brutal mogging game start. i am tiny 173 polish guy and all gen z guys are giants. yes i know to not compared but it is possible? i feel worst when i go outside, good in my room when i am alone. i dont have social life ( i cant be interesting in talking, i am boring and very stres so i silent). zero likes on tinder, no girls ever want me. love is not for short/ average guys. brutal truth but i hate coping ( in past all i do was copeing, now time to see reality of being short)

Now i know that Every fail in my life ( people not liking me, 0 likes on tinder, being sexles, depression, bulling) was caused by my lack of height. Being shorter than most guys bring sadness and hopless feeling to my life. i dont know What to do. this Game is riged. It’s Never begin. ursed by being not tall. hypergamy girls hate me or even dont see me, yes i am invisible to women. They only fuck with tall winner go genetic lottery. i only Think about height and sad experience with girls. sad and very brutal like laught, bully, being called short and ugly

So today in the cafeteria, I saw a few guys clearly over 190 cm. The girls nearby stared at them open-mouthed. Sexual tension was in the air. Of course, after class, all these giants will be having the best sex of their youth with eager, horny, hot women. Even if they're assholes/autistic, they have sex and love. Chads' lives are completely different from ours, better, more fulfilling. Sex and being desired are the essence of being human. I've never experienced that and never will. In this brutal world, the only thing that matters is how attractive you are. I'm offended by women; I'll never help or speak to one. This game is fucking rigged. I'm devastated that a few cm of femur DESTROYED MY LIFE. Now i dont tall with anyone, everybody is my enemy, they hate short unnatractive guys. heightism is everywhere

all couples i see its like tall guys (mostly pretty boy type) with girlfriends. i am lonely my whole life. everyone here in Z generation is taller than me. i feel they look at me like IF i was a kind of insect. Never had sex or girlfriend. once girl laught at me and say: hahaha i didnt know you are so short. i have more brutal rejectio. All people young that i know have wonderfull sexual, romantic and social life. for me its over, 0 likes on tinder, for girls i am asexual creature under 6 feet ( or 180cm in Polish reality). i have depression due to no sex and being short/ average. life is for chad, if you dont look like Gojo its over. i spent life roting alone in bed when people are having love, sex, and relationship and partys. brutal reality for genetic lottery loser. i give up, society crush me. time for hermit sad lonely life

I just passed three couples in a row. The guys were obviously tall, pretty boy types. Their girlfriends were pretty, at their sexual peak. Their high school/college life was constant fucking and partying. They had looks, sex, validation, memories, and partying. I was up to their shoulders. I'm 174 cm. My life is that of a cockroach. I sneak among people who win their genetic lottery. It's so unfair. It takes away everything's meaning. Self-confidence and happiness depend on the body you get. Because I know the truth about my situation, I'm depressed and resentful of humanity. This whole game is so fucking rigged. It's so brutal when everyone is our tormentor. I see how badly they treat me. I've never had sex, I've kissed a few times.

IF you dont look good and tall Its game over. All i see when i go outside is couples. yes happy couples with good genes. hypergamy causes that grila looking only guys who looks like gojo. It’s brutal reality. long time Ago i touch boobs, kiss and hołd hands but i am virgin. no girls want to fuck with me and give me love. They fuck and love tall chade, villain. girls laugby at me and brutal reject me. i dont look at girl and dont talk to girls, its so spulcrushing that you are unattractive