u/Impressive_Trust4544

it hurts obviously cuz the ego of it all but its something i have to understand, ive been training for about 2.5 years never had a fight and i wondered why cuz im actually not that good i started to think my coaches just didnt care about me or something but in reality im just not ready and you know it sucks cuz ive been in the gym every day working hard but i see the others that been training for around the same time and i see me and im like damn im not as good as them so yes i suck,

the first year and a half i was with a gym that taught good technique, but it was not the best gym all we would do is hit pads all day and we would spar every day, now that im going to a proper gym for the last year i can see my defensive movement is lacking which i hate to think about cuz it makes me feel like i wasted my time

so I have three years of actively training boxing Muay Thai grappling wrestling BJJ and I really like my gym got good fighters good coaches, great design and I've been training six days a week nonstop actually this week I'm training seven days but I still can't seem to get the coaches attention like I wanna fight. I really wanna fight at least a few is all this training for all I ever get out of my coaches no more than a high and bye I'm wondering if I gotta go up to him and ask him like hey can I fight which I already did in the beginning when I first started going to the gym or do I just keep going obviously I'm gonna keep going and wait for him to come up to me? By the way, I do private sessions also but not with the head coach with the co head coach.