Recovery has been a little rollercoaster and it's been frustrating
Hi so it's 5/17 and I got my procedure done on 3/5, so it's been a little over 10 weeks now. Things were a little up and down the first month but were decent, my second month was pretty lowkey tbh and my third month has been rough after i did some really intense exercise like 2 weeks ago. First my left testy hurt a bit and ached and then it SLOWLY moved over to the right side, now my right epididymis is a little swollen and i get this weird sensation in my thigh. and my scrote is a little swollen but it could be worse.
it's uncomfortable, i guess it's not the worst but i'm a really active person, i love to dance and run and miss those things and i've been driving myself crazy a little wondering if i'll be okay in the end. I'm afraid of the chronic pain, I knew it was a risk going in but I was feeling pretty good those first two months. And i've been feeling jealous of everyone who recovers in like 2 weeks lol. I did get checked out at my clinic last week too and they were not very concerned about me as I don't really have any infection symptoms.
Honestly I first masturbated on my 9th day post-op and did a few times that day... and also a few times a day for a few days after so maybe I overdid it. That was dumb yes I know and I feel stupid BUT I don't have any ejaculatory or sex pain/discomfort and never have this whole time (still don't) so I feel like that's a good sign too. Any reassurance is helpful, I know it's probably temporary but it has been throwing me for a loop and has felt really discouraging.