u/IndependentGas2550

9 months ago I had a penis injury.. my penis was basically yanked and it has ruined me. I am dealing with 10/10 nerve pain in my genitals and surrounding areas.. it’s radiated up my back, arms, stomach.. it’s in my thighs.. I don’t understand how my penis being pulled roughly one time has triggered this. Seems like central sensitization. I am 20 years old and bed bound, I struggle to walk to my desk. I’m on gabapentin, Xanax, and tramadol in an attempt to manage my pain and mental. I am unsure as to if what I’m experiencing is pudendal neuralgia but it seems like I align. Feels like CRPS. I’m pursuing a nerve block soon, looking into ketamine, I did some pt but I honestly think it made things worse. That was in the beginning when I could still walk. I’m exhausted. I don’t know where to go from here. I am at my wits end and to be honest I know I can only do this for so long. Any thoughts are appreciated. Thanks

I used a penis pump for about 2 months. My penis was suctioned in and I accidentally pulled on it too hard in an attempt to get it out. Since then ive developed a numb, painful sensation in my penis, hard flaccid, 24/7 burning in my legs, coldness, ED, yada yada. I’ve been confined to my bed for months. The pain is constant and at a 9/10 most of the time. I can’t wear pants anymore. I CANT WEAR PANTS. I CANT WALK. I’m 20 years old and practically impotent. There was not a single reason to use this pump.. i was chasing something I didn’t need and here I am stuck with fuckin chronic penis and leg pain. This is pure hell. Nothing works, not a single pill or treatment. I can’t believe this is my reality. I pulled on my penis too hard for 10 seconds and now im screwed for life? What is this? I just wanna feel normal again. I can’t live like this. I’ve considered a nerve block but I honestly don’t see the point as even if it reduces pain I’ll still be stuck in this useless body. I can only go on for so much longer. I miss feeling human. Sorry for the vent