u/Inevitable-Remote210

I (26F) moved halfway across the country, living on a semi truck, was horrified of moving as I have been the primary caregiver for my family. My mom has stage 4 cancer to which she refuses to get treated, though she has not needed around the clock care, she was in and put of the hospital for various reasons. She's been doing well for the last year or so. She was excited for me to leave. Now my biggest fear has come true... she is in the hospital for possible stroke or seizure while driving. Now I am unable to be there and my siblings are short with me as if I can do anything. I want to be there so desperately but this lifestyle does not accommodate that. Other things are going on that have already drained me mentally and physically. I'm actively in therapy, though unable to get any help for several days. I'm really struggling... it's bad enough I can't be there for my mom but to have my siblings upset with me on top of it really hurts. I've been there for everyone for years yet no one is stepping up to be there for my mom. I'm at a complete loss...