u/Inevitable_Mind_8389

My son is 6 weeks old and at 4 weeks I decided to stop pumping because it was really affecting my mental health. The moment I made that decision I felt so much better, like a weight was lifted off of me. I slowly stopped pumping and my last pump was 3 days ago. Well yesterday we met up with my best friend and her toddler and just now in the middle of the night texted me saying her son had a 102 fever. I am spiraling at the idea of my son getting sick and for a brief moment even just considered pumping again. I know that is not the answer but I need someone to tell me it’s going to be okay and maybe give me any form of stories of their older kids getting sick and their EFF babies being okay. Why do I feel guilty 😭 Help!