
I’m so sad because I don’t have the same spark for black clover as I did 5 years ago
So as we all know, Black Clover ended in early 2021 and for some background about me, that’s when I was 16 and about to turn 17. I’m 22 now. I had to have been one of the BIGGEST fans of the anime for years up to that point and even a year or two after it ended. I had posters all over my room, car stickers, profile pictures, etc. Black Clover was like the main thing in my life for all of high school, but as the anime ended and I went through college, my love for it slowly faded.
It's honestly kind of bittersweet seeing my favorite series from back then making a comeback. The community's hype and support are so positive, but I just can't feel that same spark I used to. I mean, it's even in Fortnite now! Fortnite and Black Clover were literally all I did during my last couple of years of high school. If Fortnite had dropped a Black Clover skin back then, I probably would've made five different accounts and bought the bundle on each one lmao. I had a little high school job and spent every extra dollar I had on either Black Clover or Fortnite, so there’s zero chance I wouldn't have.
But now I’m 22, graduated college, and have a job in data engineering. I still love anime, but I realized I haven’t actually watched a shonen in quite some time. Nowadays I’ve mostly been watching seinen and fantasy. My favorite right now is Mushoku Tensei. I actually watched it back in 2021 when it released and thought it was kinda meh, but I picked it up again over the summer and now it’s my favorite piece of fiction because of the main character’s growth and how relatable he can be especially relating to the hard times he goes through and that he also dealt relatable topics with like depression, shutting in etc etc, all stuff that I’ve dealt with only after high school. I know there’s some terrible nasty stuff in that story, but please don’t turn this into a debate about ethics in fiction. I’m just saying what I’ve been enjoying recently and would like to stay on the topic of black clover.
I tried watching Black Clover again, but Im just having such a hard time to get that same level of hype I had as a teenager. It sucks because all this stuff would’ve made me so happy back then, and now I just want to feel that same feeling but it’s just not there like it used to be and it’s really bumming me down. I’m wondering if anyone else can relate.