u/Infinite_Network_368

note, i haven't gotten SA'd in my life. I'm just a young child who masturbates sometimes. now, let's get to the dream. From what i can remember, I was taken into this factory like area, tied by green tentacles. I was almost naked, besides my underwear. then, a green monster guy comes, and i start masturbating (i think he made me do it so he can abuse me after). after i was finished, he used those tentacles to sexually abuse me. after that incident, i was able to get proof of it happening so i could report to the police (it looked like they were government officials though). the evidence got destroyed, but even if i tried to convince them that it did happen, they didn't believe me. at the end i think i exposed them online or something, can't really remember much. what i can remember though, is how i felt during the assault. even though i didn't want it, i wanted it at the same time, and i felt this deep peace and bliss in me. what could this mean? i am only 15 by the way. is this concerning?