So as the title suggests, I wanted to ask if anyone has used a subliminal to get their SP back when there was logically no way to contact them. For instance, I started chatting with this guy on an app. We gave each other first names, shared pics over a period of 20 days.
When I tell you that this guy literally made me feel alive. Like showed me what exactly I’ve been missing in my life. Most things about him just checked my checkboxes. So clever, got my humour and the oooof the banter was top tier, like romance novel levels of banter. Honestly just reading his msgs made smile ear to ear. I was re reading this man’s msgs when we were not talking. We are from different countries and we randomly met on that app.
We were hitting it off so well, I was so happy and I think he was happy too. A thing to know is he had a his gf die about 1 or a little more than a year back. So when we hit it off so well, he kind of fell into this guilt depression thing and things kinda spiralled from there.
I felt like he was trying to be less emotionally involved and I started getting angrier and angrier. Eventually I said I’m going off that app and he can contact me somewhere else and he seemed reluctant. Well, I just removed him. i was mad and I thought I don’t wanna hurt anymore over this 20 day situationship.
idk what happened, what he thought, he ended up deleting this user account. Now there is no way for us to contact each other, his name is fairly common and I know his city but that’s about it. I gave him an alternate spelling of my name. He is not on tiktok or instagram. so like I said, there is literally no way for us to contact each other.
lately I’ve been missing him and its not that I want him as my SO but I at least want a chance to get to know him.
honestly if this is stupid, then I get it. it was 20 days but… I think the only time I felt this giddy was when I was a teenager. I just want to explore that feeling again.