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So basically I pretend that I’m completely fine but really on the inside I am very very scared and paranoid that I’m going to have a seizure and it’s building up to the point where I end up having breakdowns with all my held back emotions come out :/

So what I’m saying is would it be better for me if I just showed my true feelings out to everyone instead of hiding them? Or should I keep doing what I have been and have mental breakdowns every so often?

Sorry for the quite long winded question I just don’t know the best answer especially since I hate making people worry about me and I know they’ll do that if they know I’m scared :(

Sooo memory loss :) anyone else deal with it?

I just feel like all the other epileptic people I’ve met don’t suffer with as much memory loss as me like I’ve practically forgotten my entire life and it just keeps getting worse with every seizure :/

Please just some smidge of advice to deal with it?

I’d very much love it