I can barley put this into words, I’ve tried to write this on 2 different occasions, but i hate how I’m forced to look and act like… tldr: gender roles suck
Before anything, I don’t know if this is even objectively heavy enough for this flair to fit but this has been the biggest issue I’ve ever had the displeasure of going through sooo using it anyways I guess sorry :P
For ages now, but particularly recently, I’ve just really really hated how I look and present myself but I can’t do anything about it. I’m (in real life) a straight male who has an entire forest worth of hair on my arms, face and legs and I look boring, not showing any personality whatsoever. I however WANT to dress OH SO FEMININE and remove EVERY HAIR FOLLICLE FROM MY BODY. I literally yearn to wear anything, at least SOMEWHAT cute or feminine instead of just the forced “”smart”” and “”manly”” style I’m currently forced to have. I HATE this whole “”””””masculine””””” thing with a BURNING PASSION AND I WISH GENDER ROLES NEVER EXISTED. I can’t exactly tell if I exactly want to be a trans woman, or a femboy or whatever (I have no clue what I want in this department really). Only thing stopping me from deciding really is that I well… like women
Other than my sexuality, everything is SCREAMINF AND NAWING ITS TEETH AT ME THAT IM GAY AS HELL.
buuuut I can do anything rn because parents ^^
So just fuck me then, gotta wait 2 years!!! :D
While I mostly made this to just let this out, if someone would offer to talk with me I would err… really appreciate that :3
/nf