I cant seem to catch a break. I cant focus on anything at all tbh. I am just all the time. Talking to people helps to get my mind off things. Being alone feels horrible. I cant seem to cope with being so chopped and short.
I dont feel anything. I have lost the drive to just work or focus on anything at all. My only focus is on how chopped and subhum@n i really am. I cant even study. Ive got tests and shit and i just cant. I just wish to be 6ft tall. 6'5 would be even better, then I can forget about my chopped subhum@n face. I am just tired and sad all the time. I dont see the point in anything at all.