u/Interesting_Plum5461

I started banking in June like June 29th trained for a month on a computer but it didn’t really teach me well enough I’m a associate banker II I have zero prior banking knowledge and I’m going through a rough personal patch (Ex passed) so i missed a few days for bereavement almost a week in august so my mental hasn’t been fully there. (Background)

Im still figuring this banking stuff out i have a team member her name is E me and her have had some issues i use the bathroom a lot sometimes holding it in for a while on teller line to be supportive for her as a teammate but Im still sort of slow and ill admit i haven’t been communicating when i have issues I’m working on that part but earlier it kinda hit a breaking point because A. She told my boss about my frequent bathroom breaks so i told my boss about my problems with my body and B.She feels unsupported when i work with her because she feels like she takes all the clients. Ill admit i haven’t been communicating properly and sometimes i get confused this banking stuff is a bit complex. But Im trying to get through it all but she makes some comments about me taking clients and her feeling generally unsupported I feel unsupported as well like its all my fault i cant break a line all by myself asking for help feels hard because even if my team members do there best to support me i cant help but to feel bad as i have made mistakes with currency and forgetting to do important stuff. I try my best to support E on teller but i do take a bit sometimes but her comments make me feel like it’s my fault for not knowing things and asking her for help on teller. I genuinely feel so sad coming to work. And when we spoke essentially she just yelled at me and spoke over me saying i wasn’t taking clients and frankly it’s unfair that i take a hour with almost every transaction. I kinda broke down in tears a bit like i feel so guilty i suck at this job and at communicating. Sorry for long tangent i wrote on my phone and my hands are shakey typing this out.