u/Interesting_Sea8790

I’ve always felt like the worship at the church is people focused and not God focused and I auditioned last year in summer and then it kind of been like a yo-yo of them wanting me to be on the team and feeling like I’m not wanted and today I got a last-minute text early this morning last minute saying if I could sing worship today and I feel like it really was a last-minute. They didn’t have enough people thing and I just don’t know what to do. I’m having nervous feelings which I normally don’t. I’ve been on other worship teams before, but I’m really feeling not wanted on this team. Just give me any feedback you can thank you. and I’m also a teenager so I will be singing for youth tonight and I’ve told them that they know I’m supposed to be singing for youth, but they have me scheduled for December to sing big worship and I asked if that was right and he said yeah, but then the leader has also said in the past that only adults do big service worship please give me anything feedback knowledge anything because I almost feel like if I say no (I alr said yes) I’ll never get a chance again at this church at least