u/InterviewDry2887

Did it worked?

I've been out for 5 months and a half now. Since I left the main emotion Im feeling all the time is anger. My feelings were numb in mold years.

I'm just wondering is it because of mold/my nervous system or is it psychological? Like when I'm angry the thoughts are that I'm frustrated with my life ( years I lost, I still can't work, I lost most of my stuff, I feel limited in everything and beyond late in life, incredibly lonely but still can't do anything about it).

It's only when I take nicotine patches that my anger goes away, otherwise I'm angry 24/7. I just want to scream all my frustration, that I hate my current life and resent the last 7 years.

I tried to do psychological work to forgive life and accept things but the anger doesn't budge, still 5 months later.

So that's why I'm wondering is my anger biological then ?

Thank you!