Na/Aa person need smart advice
Hi guys, I’ve been clean for 5 years with a 12 steps after a long very relapsy battle and rehabs hospitals jails etc it was v messy.
Anyway over the last 6 months I started taking diazipam, for sleep and sometimes anxiety (self prescribed)
I was out with friends last night and I went back to a girls place and she was pouring whisky and cokes, so I shared one glass with her. I didn’t feel drunk or like I wanted to keep drinking so we went to bed, and today I’ve been very productive a little bit of brain fog from no sleep.
Anyway I wanted to ask about smart meetings in Sydney or online ones as I really can’t afford to fall back into old patterns. In the meantime I will go to 12 step fellowship although I just don’t want tons of attention around this like I have fucked everything up and reset my days and get a day 1 chip etc. I don’t care about loosing my clean time I just don’t want a massive reaction to make me feel like what I did was huge, cos it don’t feel huge. I live above a off-licence and I don’t have any ideas to grab a drink stall.
Any tips would be really helpfull