u/IvoryMon

So i have had this interest ever since i was very young and Im in a community where this isnt very common or considered a valid practise but ive been very drawn to this lately, i wanted to know if i should get a proper deck of cards and wanted some pointers by anyone who works frequently with Tarot cards because im truly very interested but not sure where to start

I would really love some beginner friendly advice!Thankyou in advance 🤍🎀

So ive had this interest ever since i was very young and om in a community where this isnt very common or considered a valid practise but ive been very drawn to this lately, i wanted to know if i should get a proper deck of cards and wanted some pointers by anyone who works frequently with Tarot cards because im truly very interested but not sure where to start

I would really love some beginner friendly advice!

Thankyou in advance🫶🏻🎀

Okay so for abit of context i was in a relationship with a guy for around 8 months, somewhere into the relationship i fell in love with another guy who was in the same friend group as i was in (the friend group consisted of 12 ish people me and my bestie being two of the girls amd the guy i liked being one)

Somehow things escalated between me and 18m and i ended up going out with him, which was caught by one of our guy friends in the group. Who was also friends with my boyfriend at the time , he ended up telling my boyfriend and i was blown to bits in the group chat, because my boyfriend leaked all mine and his conversations of me bad talking my friend group with him (which obviously included fake details to cover up mine and the other guys affair and lies about some of the girls in the group and etc.) either way i ended up getting hated by the entire group and my affair partner and i am currently blocked by most guys from the group and on bad terms with the girls, minus my best friend who was always on my side. My boyfriend (the one who blew up the entire group after i got caught cheating) ended up getting back together with me. But i cant focus on him. I want my affair partner back.

Look i know its selfish, i know its messed up. But he blocked me and i cant just move on. I want him back and i want something serious with him

But all the other 4 guys in my ex friend group. And then the girls minus my bsf. Is against it and keeps on feeding him words to make sure he dosent get back together with me. Which is reasonable. But when we had the affair he was super close, super vulnerable and soft with me. We had alot of chemistry and he is also upset because of the lies i told about him to my boyfriend, which is understandable as i portrayed him as the only one chasing me. But i really liked him and i was thinking of doing a strong reconciliation spell and a love spell. I want to know if i should focus on specific aspects and if i can get him back since third parties, betrayal and all was involved. He has blocked me on WA but i can have contact to him through other social media, but im scared he might disclose this information to others which might end with my boyfriend who gave me a second chance knowing that me and him talks. So i dont want to risk reaching out to him first. I really want him back and if i do get him back for sure i want to break up with my current boyfriend because he just is an unsettling person

What do i do?

Okay so for abit of context me (19f) was in a relationship with a guy (20m) for around 8 months, somewhere into the relationship i fell inlove with another guy (18m) who was in the same friend group as i was in (the friend group consisted of 5 guys and 5 girls me and my bestie being two of the girls amd the 18m guy being one)

Somehow things escalated between me and 18m and i ended up going out with him, which was caught by one of our guy friends in the group. Who was also friends with my boyfriend at the time , he ended up telling my boyfriend(19m) and i was blown to bits in the group chat, because my boyfriend leaked all mine and his conversations of me shit talking my friend group with him (which obviously included fake details to cover up mine and the other guys affair and lies about some of the girls in the group and etc.) either way i ended up getting hated by the entire group and my affair partner and i am currently blocked by most guys from the group and on bad terms with the girls, minus my best friend who was always on my side. My boyfriend (the one who blew up the entire group after i got caught cheating) ended up getting back together with me. But i cant focus on him. I want my affair partner (18m) back.

Look i know its selfish, i know its messed up. But he blocked me and i cant just move on. I want him back and i want something serious with him

But all the other 4 guys in my ex friend group. And then the girls minus my bsf. Is against it and keeps on feeding him words to make sure he dosent get back together with me. Which is reasonable. But when we had the affair he was super close, super vulnerable and soft with me. We had alot of chemistry and he is also upset because of the lies i told about him to my boyfriend, which is understandable as i portrayed him as the only one chasing me. But i really liked him and i was thinking of doing a strong reconciliation spell and a love spell. I want to know if i should focus on specific aspects and if i can get him back since third parties, betrayal and all was involved. He has blocked me on WA but i can have contact to him through other social media, but im scared he might disclose this information to others which might end with my boyfriend who gave me a second chance knowing that me and him (18m) talks. So i dont want to risk reaching out to him first. I really want him back and if i do get him back for sure i want to break up with my current boyfriend because he just is an unsettling person

What do i do?