Half anni heh?
I guess I have to do this too sooner or later.
Listen, I'm not gonna sugarcoat it, i love and also dislike this place, there are some i don't really like here, i won't say name nor why i dislike them, but...
Interaction, conversation,it's all i look forward to, this subreddit is one of the things i look forward to, because i simply has no life
I feel empty, I feel hollow, i feel lonely, a nothing burger, but this place allow me to talk, with complete strangers no less. And because of that, it doesn't matter if i hate you, talking to you still makes me feel, and I'll keep doing that.
Even if i think you're a prick, or a brat, or anything of equivalent,i still crave this feeling to have some conversation. I always be reloading my reddit notif simply because i want something,a convo. But, personal conflict feeling aside.
This place has gives me joy, laughter, and I'm grateful because of that. It gave me some memorable memories, some regrettable memories that aren't so bad.
It's a place I'm comfortable with, despite everything. And I'm grateful of that.
The very first character I rp was back at the okaybud sub, i rp as...eh, ion wanna say, that's not really important,and so is few characters i start with at U-days.
My biggest turnabout is JT, he's my precious...son. Every bits of memories here is mostly from him, but i think it's time i release my hand from his.
Like a parent finally letting go of their children,why am i looking so deeply into this? Aaah, whatever,all I'm saying is I'll focus solely on my Tobi acc, on some occasions I'll rp JT tho.
I still remember a few characters I rp... LIKE THE LITERAL WIND LOOOL dat shit is the funniest 'character' i rp.
Also...finally, a spedoalspecial shout out to...two people, Asaru and X, you would most definitely wouldn't recognize these two if uweren't from the early u-sub days. But....i love them. They're so chill to talk to, I have so memories with them, and oh how much I'd love to still be talking to them... Man, i missed them so much.
But that's all from me.