u/JakeParata

So it all began when I started to work for going for masters in USA. I did not get a loan because my father had no income proof but one day, someone called me and offered me an unsecured loan without collateral or cosigner. I have always been a huge believer in Hanuman but the belief only grew stronger once i went to US. I did not have part time but somehow i managed to support my expenses from the loan amount(my family cannot afford to send me monthly expenses). Then during summer of 2024 i came to india and i was worried about the expenses on how i can manage after going back from the trip, and suddenly i got an interview with disability services office and i got the part time job. It included me helping students with disabilities to go to work, teach them etc. i graduated with no job offer in hand, tried super hard but no luck. But luckily the office i worked for as part time let me work even after graduating so that i could keep my legal visa status. 6 months later, it was getting hard to manage expenses and minimum loan payment with the salary i got with this job and i thought i would have to go back to india, luckily 1 day after i booked my ticket to india, i got another offer for a temporary job which would make it a bit easier to manage expenses. This job is as a math teacher in a middle school, i have faced countless insults from my students for being indian, countless disrespectful behaviors at me but i always stayed silent and wished for the best for them. The job contract is ending this month and I have to leave the country by June 6th since my f1-opt is expiring too. I never thought this day would come where god would not help me. I tried really hard for the whole year applying for jobs, 7000+ applications, countless interviews and everything lost my reach even though there was no mistake on my side. It just feels like the protector i always believed in has left my side, i dont understand why he would push me so far just to leave me at the end. I have a 70 lakh rupees loan and no way to pay it. I was hoping to give my family a good life and make my parents happy but it feels like my 3 years of
Hardwork and struggle is just for nothing. Why would god do this to me?

So it all began when I started to work for going for masters in USA. I did not get a loan because my father had no income proof but one day, someone called me and offered me an unsecured loan without collateral or cosigner. I have always been a huge believer in Hanuman but the belief only grew stronger once i went to US. I did not have part time but somehow i managed to support my expenses from the loan amount(my family cannot afford to send me monthly expenses). Then during summer of 2024 i came to india and i was worried about the expenses on how i can manage after going back from the trip, and suddenly i got an interview with disability services office and i got the part time job. It included me helping students with disabilities to go to work, teach them etc. i graduated with no job offer in hand, tried super hard but no luck. But luckily the office i worked for as part time let me work even after graduating so that i could keep my legal visa status. 6 months later, it was getting hard to manage expenses and minimum loan payment with the salary i got with this job and i thought i would have to go back to india, luckily 1 day after i booked my ticket to india, i got another offer for a temporary job which would make it a bit easier to manage expenses. This job is as a math teacher in a middle school, i have faced countless insults from my students for being indian, countless disrespectful behaviors at me but i always stayed silent and wished for the best for them. The job contract is ending this month and I have to leave the country by June 6th since my f1-opt is expiring too. I never thought this day would come where god would not help me. I tried really hard for the whole year applying for jobs, 7000+ applications, countless interviews and everything lost my reach even though there was no mistake on my side. It just feels like the protector i always believed in has left my side, i dont understand why he would push me so far just to leave me at the end. I have a 70 lakh rupees loan and no way to pay it. I was hoping to give my family a good life and make my parents happy but it feels like my 3 years of
Hardwork and struggle is just for nothing. Why would god do this to me?

So it all began when I started to work for going for masters in USA. I did not get a loan because my father had no income proof but one day, someone called me and offered me an unsecured loan without collateral or cosigner. I have always been a huge believer in Hanuman but the belief only grew stronger once i went to US. I did not have part time but somehow i managed to support my expenses from the loan amount(my family cannot afford to send me monthly expenses). Then during summer of 2024 i came to india and i was worried about the expenses on how i can manage after going back from the trip, and suddenly i got an interview with disability services office and i got the part time job. It included me helping students with disabilities to go to work, teach them etc. i graduated with no job offer in hand, tried super hard but no luck. But luckily the office i worked for as part time let me work even after graduating so that i could keep my legal visa status. 6 months later, it was getting hard to manage expenses and minimum loan payment with the salary i got with this job and i thought i would have to go back to india, luckily 1 day after i booked my ticket to india, i got another offer for a temporary job which would make it a bit easier to manage expenses. This job is as a math teacher in a middle school, i have faced countless insults from my students for being indian, countless disrespectful behaviors at me but i always stayed silent and wished for the best for them. The job contract is ending this month and I have to leave the country by June 6th since my f1-opt is expiring too. I never thought this day would come where god would not help me. I tried really hard for the whole year applying for jobs, 7000+ applications, countless interviews and everything lost my reach even though there was no mistake on my side. It just feels like the protector i always believed in has left my side, i dont understand why he would push me so far just to leave me at the end. I have a 70 lakh rupees loan and no way to pay it. I was hoping to give my family a good life and make my parents happy but it feels like my 3 years of
Hardwork and struggle is just for nothing. Why would god do this to me?