u/Jobless_Professional

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I wish everyone, every friend, family member, everyone's I know at exact 12 am on their birthdays with long paras, but no one remembers mine, this been years, a pattern atp, I just go alone to a dominos or burger king and just have a small meal just to forget that fact that I am alone and no one cared to join me. I even changed schools, gave everyone handmade gifts each time, but no one cared to even know my birthday, yet alone remember.

I got 17 today, no wishes, nothing, just silence, but my brother wishes and some other family members too, so ig ik whom to prioritize now.

This birtday specifically is a huge reality check because atp im just tired with life, I just want to give the same treatment as them, I wanna be as mean with them as they are with me, be they are intentionally or unintentionally, but that's not me, I have a soft, overthinking heart, what am I without my kind and overcaring self? So I just remain as I am, for maybe I'm meant to love, not be loved.

Nevertheless, this feeling is too hard to bear, so I finally came here, pitiful was it of me? Who knows, just wanna once be wished happy birthday by those who are just in my family..

If I don't happen to reply, please don't think that I don't care, I respect and appreciatr every single comment. Thanks guys for being with me!🫶

Edit: THANK YOU SOO MUCH GUYS FOR ALL THE LOVE, CARE AND WISHES,MAY YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT TIME, YOU GUYS JUST MADE MY DAY, THANK YOUUU😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🫂🫂

Waise to I'm planning to go to new mall with my two friends cause cafe wagera are just too expense for us broke guys😭🙏 but that mall doesn't have a dominos as much as I know, and I haven't touched pizza hut yet from anywhere so kinda confused where should we even eat, thus arises the question.

Would appreciate your concern!

I just want to be out of my house on my birthday. Morning me mandir, daytime me mall with 2 friends and evening me grabbing something in Rajendra nagar with the friends, that's my plan.

But my parents insist ki agar bahar celebrate karna hai to cake bhi cut karna. So can you guys suggest some affordable (WE ARE REALLY BROKE) place for the same? I mean I don't plan on cutting a cake anyways, a pastry of two would work, just some photos needed to show at home for their mental peace😭🙏

I called my English teacher on 13th may, telling her that results of 12th are out (im in 11th this session but got to know about results the second they came due to being on reddit)

She was SHOCKED, she told me that she went for evaluation on 9th May, and said that it is impossible that the results have been declared this soon and that I should verify as I must be wrong. She said that she is the lowest level of evaluator and there are like 4-5 people above her who evaluates again, so it is not possible that the results would be out that day.

I was also shocked that how did they recheck, and managed everything in just 4 days?

Yes, might be a little number of copies left, but still, it points out the fact that things must be rushed