u/Johnny-Blue-Strings

Two years ago, I was a 40 yr old, mentally ill/unstable, 400+ pound type II diabetic, who was a highly functioning alcoholic that had given up on life and prayed nightly for God to not let me wake up because I couldn’t hurt the people I loved by taking my own life. Now, I’m 185lbs down with an A1C of 4.5, getting proper mental health medication management, voluntarily gave up alcohol, who never wants anyone to suffer as long as I did and I finally have a fire burning inside to start living vs just being alive. Daily meditation and a focus on mindful living everyday is just as important to me as breathing air through my lungs. AMA.