u/JourneyAudio

So I have been seeing my T since October, and she has done some things that have bothered me. First off, I had a session a couple months ago that really bothered me so I sent her an email explaining that I wanted to skip a week to calm down. She called me minutes later and explained that she does not think that’s a good idea, so I ended up going to the session anyway even though I felt unheard. Next I had to explain to her that due to helping pay my mother’s rent I would not be able to afford to keep seeing her. I pay out of pocket to see her and while her website says she offers super bills she never mentioned it even when I had to terminate. Now I’m seeing her again and she wants me to continue taking meds even though I don’t feel comfortable taking them. She also told me I had to see a psychiatrist in order to see her doing our first session. I just feel so attached to her and in her eyes I’m just a paycheck. I feel angry, confused, upset I don’t k is what to do. Thoughts?