u/JovSokar

I have spent my whole life working and studying. Now, suddenly, I realize that I am 36 years old, divorced, and responsible for two children, aged 15 and 13, while I am still trying to complete my Bachelor’s degree in Communication Engineering. I used to run my own computer maintenance and repair shop, and over the years, I had many opportunities to work in companies. However, at that time, I did not take those opportunities seriously. In my country, having a degree is very important to pass interviews and build a better career, so I keep pushing myself to continue studying. I have already completed three years, and I still have two years remaining. But every time I try to focus and study, I feel something inside pulling me back. It feels like a strong resistance, and it makes me feel awful. At the same time, I carry responsibilities as a father, and I want to build a better future for myself and my children. I want to understand how I can overcome this feeling, control it, or eliminate it so I can finish my degree and move forward with my life.