Wondering if anyone else has had this happen.
For a while now I've been using the pause screen of any game to do introspection (usually helped by a bit of weed to be fair, maybe it cheapens the experience but still worth sharing I think). Once a thought comes to mind, I feel I'm communicating with my higher self and can see myself and my choices and their consequences very clearly without bias.
I would always get extremely anxious and scared when this happened (heart rate increase, faster breathing) and have to play an active multiplayer game to keep myself from spiraling. However last night I decided to sit with it since I finished Robert Monroe's 3 OBE books. (I've been trying to project for months now with no replicable success)
When this happens I'm definitely in an altered state, but I never thought to connect it to OBEs. Well, this time I felt kinda like I "woke up" to a higher frequency or something, and immediately two people from my past that had betrayed me worked their way into my space, happy and bouncing around. I was disturbed to see them, as I don't like to think about them. I could see perfectly fine, and this mental image was very translucently layered into my awareness.
I'm very comfortable saying this could be imagination fueled by THC, as they both interacted how I would expect them to (though not with words, more like impressions and "knowings"?) but their responses somehow cut to a deeper layer that I wasn't even thinking of.
Either way, I'm not sure what this state is where I can see "more" of what's going on with me, and maybe these two people are just parts of me that still exist from them being in my life, but I will be attempting this "communication" again and try to be more open to whatever is going on instead of shutting them up because I don't want to see or hear them