Hey, I was looking for things to do tonight.
My husband of 15 years committed suicide in December. He was a real piece of shit. Actually, I always went with him to all his jam band shows and baby sat him while he took acid or mushrooms or whatever the hell and the one time that I wanted him to come with me to Tiësto when they were at red rocks last year, he completely ruined my experience, like actively sabotaged it. I took acid afterwards because it had been like 10 years and I only take it when I need enlightenment. And the enlightenment was that I would never love him again.
I do my best every day to be happy. I moved on very quickly with a mutual friend of ours. My late husband lied to me for five years about having investments and a future for us and eight years he didn’t tell me had a son and then when he died, his son came to visit to get ashes and I found out he had another one so basically I am an angel/martyr that wasted 15 years of my life on somebody who isn’t even here anymore and didn’t even leave a note. It is kind of sad and like honestly I just am doing talk to text right now in the shower, trying to hype myself up to go and have the kind of night that I actually deserve.
This post was not meant to make anyone feel sorry for me so please don’t give me your condolences. I’m in therapy and honestly just trying to have a good fucking night. I wanna dance I wanna laugh. I wanna smile.
I heard about bass bingo at Larimer lounge and we might go do that. somebody on TikTok said that you could win seven Lions red rocks tickets. But when I looked at Other videos of base bingo, I’m just wondering how anyone would hear your number. Do the DJs spin after bingo during or what?
Anyways, sorry I know it’s a lot but if anyone has any ideas, I just really feel like I deserve to and I need to have some fun tonight and I’ve loved EDM my whole life. Thanks!