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the final nail in the coffin for his cutting them off came in the form of his wife, Carrie, who was a poor black woman he claimed to love. and his parents were not happy about it. that, on top of his father succumbing to his illness which was part of the reason he and his siblings were abused in the first place, Bill had enough and left New York entirely alongside Carrie, who wanted to move back to Minnesota anyway.
Bill loveeeeddd pissing off his parents and being rebellious, he loved being in control of his own life, but when his own children acted similarly, he felt betrayed and helpless. which is why he tried controlling them in the same way his own parents did to him... just in a less "i hate your queerness and will force it out of you" way, and more of a "i hate how you act so i will form you into a functional member of my household" via manipulation . ya
sam4sam my hetgem... also i know i forgot John hes so forgettable that i forgot i had him in my AU to begin with so just whatever bruh