Everything that could go wrong went wrong
This semester has tested me in so many ways I can't mention. I don't wanna get into it that much but so much has happened in my personal life last semester and starting this was the most challenging aside from school work. It was an intense semester with lots of deadlines (many things went WRONG which caused me stress). Due to last semester I have many things to catch up on. On top of it all I missed my registration period for the exam so I cannot even do the exam I have been studying SO hard for the last few weeks.
Do you know what hurts the most is that I don't even have time to feel sad or be dissapointed about this as I have many deadlines next weeks that I didn't prioritize that much in order to pass the exam. These things are just fractions of the things Im going thru rn, my life outside of school is even worse and is partially affectedby school tho. For years everything was great, I was caught up with everything and school was hard but it was going fine I had good/fine grades. Now it is a shit show. I honestly don't even care about my degree or life this much. I genuinely don't.