u/Karodosse

Yes this is anxiety speaking, can the pilots + the software, both, fuck up the speed of take off calculations?

I was in a small mall with two classmates, now we werent friends but acquantainces type thing, never talked much, they dont represent anyone irl, so i was hanging out alone mostly

It gets really late and i realize the mall is closed, i go to one of the entrances, i notice a big fat security guard, i put shirt on instead of just undershirt since it is night and cold, as i am putting it on, i tell him to open door but he starts taking his shirt off in a weird perverted way, i panic and leave my stuff behind and run to the other door, i find the two classmates while panicking, i tell them the security person is taking his shirt off, one of them says as he is closing the exit on me: "he is taking his shirt off, means he is gonna rape you", as i try to keep door open he adds "thats what u get for being a shit person with a shit identity", i was so confused cause i didnt even know them that deep for them to harbor hate, the door they closed only had a knob, i froze as i was left for dead or worse, they left me there stuck with him

I just kept praying and hiding and feeling despair and fear and the negative emotions woke me up eventually shaken

PS: I did experience sexuel trauma in life, one of my biggest fears