Spirituality
Telepathy
This sounds very crazy and I have been at mental hospital for this (sorry my bad English) but i think people's energy or something is following me everywhere i go.
They/it can see my thoughts and feel everything i experience, even my phones passwords and bank account got stolen.
I'm 20 years old now and this started when i was 18 years old. When it started i could see alot of energy infront of me then they started talking to me inside my own head, even in my sleep they create dreams that relates to them and seems like they are testing me in some way.
This is horribol, they can do whatever they want to me... Absolute horror all the time.
I think my relative is on "charge" for this and others listen to him.
Again this sounds crazy but i have tested all the medication that doctors has descripted to me.
Maybe im just crazy but everybody has their energy and I think many people's energy is inside my head and they terrorize my own.
One time when I was at sleep they shook my head with their energy and it was not funny at all, foam was coming from my throath and my ass hole has been pushed too when I was sleeping.
They talk to me, they laugh at me, they hate my thinking patterns, and create horror images of my life and other stuff.
Somebody please reply to this because im not spiritual person and I need help.
It has been two years of this same shit and I cannot sleep but only if they let me sleep.
Suicide has been on my mind but that is very distant thought tho this is absolute hell for me.
Everybody looks at me very wierd and I fear they start follow me too because they see my eyes that are "mirror to the soul" And I believe in that!
I DON'T BELIEVE ANY OF THIS, THIS IS MY PROBLEM AND I DON'T SPEAK ANY OF THIS TO ANYONE BUT MY DOCTOR but it dont help at all.
I do every task "normally" but on toilet it is very uncomfortable cus I feel like im sexually assaulted by this "energy" people's energy sounds crazy but it feels like that.
Please reply 😫
From finland🇫🇮