u/KingNo2255

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Even though there are external factors at play also in making my life difficult, the root cause of my struggles is me. im careless when i have money acting on whims and merrymaking only to curse myself after all is said and done and im back to square 1. Yes - I am the greatest threat i have ever faced ,from time to time id also like to blame the party, you know for all the shit- but in my haplessness I've fallen for yet another Party , where liquor and mirth dulls the senses but only amplify the anxieties and the chatter all leads to nothing.

i rest my case, but i do not rest

for my heart speaks of shame, treason, disgrace