Is this technically Jstlk blackmailing me?
This really upset me but after some good advice, I chilled a bit. Im not gonna cry forever about this, but I do want this on the record as the guy who's policing everyone else's morality
For context, I was a JSTLK chatter from the beginning though I was far from his favorite due to my consistently asking Goku vs Superman. At some point the community transitioned to where they are now, somewhat leaving me behind. I essentially didnt participate in things involving anti Destiny, and anyone still sympathetic to DGG were bullied out leaving me the only one left. I would often get pulled on stream to argue with Jstlk about non Destiny related topics, and increasingly over time he would become more vitriolic towards me.
See an example here during the Trump vs Hasan for president discourse
As far as I know I've argued on stream with him more than any other chatter but I could be wrong on that. Despite my openness about a lack of formal education or expertise and willingness to be wrong JSTLK spent more time insulting or demeaning me than actually engaging.
A lot of our conversations are gone unfortunately but here is Kelly commenting on the phenomenon that had me consistently willing to debate.
Here one of jstlks mods expressing something similar, blacked out because they've always been super nice to me
At some point Destiny accidently leaks (thanks Destiny) that I had sent him a log from Jstlks PUBLIC discord and Jstlk instantly permabanned me without making a single inquiry. In the spirit of full disclosure, this log was used by Destiny in a tweet referencing a certain lawyer who frequents Jizztickles discord. The log contained ZERO personal information, it was an answer to a legal question I had regarding Destinys ongoing case. However most people in that circle hold me partially responsible, and I think thats fair
Since then Jstlk has taken every opportunity when addressing me to invoke my family as a means to get under my skin and I'm ashamed to say it works supremely well. Despite him having a policy of not bringing in non involved parties like Conners kids, Hutchs sister, or even Destinys kid. Yet Jstlk happily throws away that rule for me
Here is a message he sent me through a 3rd party
This is another time he invokes my kid on stream
If you take umbrage with me sending a log to Destiny I think thats fair, in fact I never tried to defend it or make excuses. What I dont think is ok, is consistently bringing up my family as means to express that very valid resentment. I ESPECIALLY dont think its appropriate to try and strong arm me into paying you money as means to get you to stop talking about my family on stream. I am sure a portion of his contempt stems from the log sharing, but I hope I've demonstrated at least some of his animosity is unique to me irrespective of that. Given our history and his willingness to go further with me than even his mortal enemy Destiny
This ended up way longer than I intended, I kept adding more context in effort to be as good faith as possible. I'd like to say I wont be bringing this up again but I'd also like to keep any dispute between me and Jstlk strictly between me and him so I guess we'll see.
End of whining