I wrote here about 3 months ago.. my boy suddenly got sick and left us.. because of lung cancer.. these 3 months were incredibly difficult without him.. and then his birthday came..
He could have been 9 years old this year.. I managed to take the first photo at his first and last photoshoot.. and I'm really very glad that I have these photos now..
In his honor, I made a bouquet with his favorite flowers, he really loved tulips, and the blue color now means a lot to me now.. I also bought his favorite snacks and food and took it to the cat shelter.. I hope this will make him a little happier.. but seeing how I find more and more snacks that he might like is very painful..
These three months didn’t help me.. I'm still in incredible pain and I miss him very much.. I don’t know how my life will be next.. but we really should appreciate every moment with them, because someday we will only have memories of them.. 💙💙🕊