I’ve always been called to music as an outlet and feel a calling to give to others. My biggest dream has always been to make it big as a singer, and I feel like I was put on this earth to give a message to the world, heal the world, and bring some joy to it. Am I meant to have a global platform to do this through music and performing? Or is it just a pipe dream?
When I intentionally try to open myself to what I think of as spiritual transformation, I close my eyes and focus inward. Within a few moments I feel a warm vibration in the center of my chest that spreads outward through my arms and up into my head. It feels like a mix of warmth, tingling, and chills. The sensation is very noticeable and often feels like energy moving through my body. However, it usually reaches a certain point and then stops, and I can’t seem to go any deeper into the experience. It feels like something is blocking me opening my mind’s eye. Has anyone else experienced something similar, and how do you interpret it?