Just reminiscing on old memories while scrolling through this sub. Just pmo cause I kissed my ex when we saw Violent Vira live and she played my fav new song; SEX Narcissist. Lowkey got me hating cause that’s such a legendary song and such a legendary moment for a bum who didn’t even really like Vira 😭 anyway trying to see her again in ATL so hopefully I can experience that song again lolll
Super weird request but for context my great grandmother was a bruja, like such a good bruja that she was paid by criminals in the DR to help them out with their uh nefarious activities (kinda sounds a lil ridiculous but bare with me) so she used to have solid gold nails, she’s been dead for a long time but my grandmother decided to give me one of the nails about a month ago. When I tell you her nail has guided me through so much spiritual work it’s not even funny. It really feels like I’ve connected with her especially since no one else in my family does in-depth spiritual work so I’m kinda picking up where she left off especially since she died when I was very young so I’ve kinda been connecting with her through growing my own spirituality. Now I’m in Spain rn to see family and I brought the nail because it’s a long holiday and I do ritual work regularly especially atm since my life lowkey has been a mess (and know astrology wise April is INSANE) Because of how much I’ve been using it, I ended up losing this nail, idk how but I just can’t find it, I’ve checked the washing machine, closets, beds, etc and just nothing. so I may be crazy but I’ve been desperate to find it I decided to ask her through tarot. I’m so devastated losing this it genuinely is my most priced possession and every time I do tarot to ask if the nail is still here, I always get a card that indicates a clear yes.
But today I asked again and actually got a nuanced answer through the Justice card. Especially since I’m nearing the end of my trip so once I leave in 3 days that’s it. I will most likely never have the probability of finding this nail ever again. So I feel Justice is telling me it’s up to me to decide if I’ll find this nail or not. So I asked more in depth HOW I will find it and I actually got cards I’ve never gotten before so I feel a bit lost. High Priestess is for sure telling me to at least trust my gut and intuition (which my gut is telling me it HAS to be here but I really can’t think of where)
four of coins is interesting, I’ve never gotten this card before and from looking it’s either having stability or if I refer to my deck’s definition (the card is a Peruvian folk tale of Condor’s wife) it’s unwillingness to open or share which I don’t really know how that helps me?? Like I specifically don’t know how I can use this to point me in a productive direction.
And then ace of cups 😭😭😭 I genuinely see it as a “yeah you just gotta do this on your own from now on” but I lowkey don’t want tooooo, maybe I can interpret it differently but I just don’t know how these cards may change according to the question I’m asking as they are cards I never usually get.
Yeah anyway this may be super dumb but lol either way I’m gonna desperately look for it as much as possible but if you guys see anything interesting to take from it, please be my guest. And if not, hope you enjoyed cause I never see tarot subreddits have questions outside of emotional dynamics so maybe it spices things up on your feed lol.