my "Lone" era
I don't know why the hell am i writing this and doesn't even know if i get a reply or not but let me say this
I started my college expecting nothing and as a pure nerd i just entered college. The first year was fine and mostly fun because of some friends that i had.
In second year they started to change hostel for their own reasons. Now it's just me with nothing to do, my daily routine was just eat, sleep, watch a movie or two and just repeat with some mood swings about joining the gym.
By now I wasn't even introduced to socializing and entered the third year. Now I met some people from my class and hostel. By them I got introduced to a new perspective of life and started to be normal like everyone else. And I also realised that life isn't cinema,BEING NORMAL is okay and nobody is going to judge until you start to prefer them more than you.
After all the realisations hit me, i just wanted to meet new people maybe new girls too. But they are all just swarming with people around them. My insecurities doesn't let me to just enter into a group and start making conversation. Sometimes I also feel like this isn't the correct place and time to do that because most of them are already gone in the first year itself.I just need a way to start everything and how can i do that?? Seriously i don't know who ever does that i would like to definitely meet them.
And This is just my inner self talking to me. As said nothing is expected to change from this.