Just a story I had in me....wanted to share this from a long time
Just a story I wanted to share
Baat 2024 ki hai. 29th February 2024, shaam 5:32 mein. Meri ek dost thi(kind of aaj bhi hai and you'll get to know why I'm saying this)jo ki mereko 2021 mein mili thi through Snapchat. We were best friends and pichhle 2 mahino se I was noticing that she was kinda in love with me. Well, I was also in love with her from November 2023 itself but I was too scared to take the risk, thinking what if my actions ended such a good bond. Fast forward to 29th Feb only......she confessed. And main toh intezaar kr hee rha tha. We got into a relationship and everything was too good to be true.
Honeymoon phase maa kasam bohot sahi tha yrr. We met for the first time on Ram Navmi in 2024 itself, 17th April 2024 it was, 5:30 ke aas pass. Issi tarah se relationship aage badha and kuch badi badi ladayiyaan hui, arguments hue and I kind of felt ki cheezein ab bohot hadd tk badal gayi thi hamare beech. Fast forward to September 2025....15th September.....shaam ke wahi 7 baje ke aas pass main aur woh baat kr rhe the. Baatein krte krte main thoda lovey dovey hogya tha....and suddenly a bomb dropped on me. Well, keh lo ki maine khud ko pehle se hee brace kr rakha tha for this particular thing but itne achanak se was not something that I expected
I just wished her mother Happy Birthday from my side....and called her 'Sasu maa'(I know ki tum sab meri maar kr rakh loge for this and I totally agree that I should be hearing a lot from everyone for this. I was fucking immature in love yrr)and she suddenly sent me this series of long texts. Saare texts ki summary yehi hai that she wanted a breakup. I was stunned and mere muh se bss itna hee nikal paya-"Yeh koi prank nhi hai na?" And no, it wasn't. But suddenly her mind changed and she said she jyst wants some time for herself she is not able to manage her life, her studies and the relationship properly and everything as such.
You know what the most impactful line was in her texts-"Mere mammi papa ko bohot vishwas hai mere pr and I cannot deveive them." You know guys, main apni maa se kabhi argue nhi krta but the day when she found out about her maine mammi se bohot thappad khaye but still usko defend kiya tha mammi ke saamne and argue kiya tha mammi se.....and she gave this reason.
I gradually stopped talking to her altogether.....like maine saamne se text krna band kr diya. She was too busy in her life and we rarely talked in the last few months before the breakup so I was kind of used to it.
January mein aise hee baat krte krte woh kind of lovey dovey hone lagi and she asked me if I still loved her. Maa kasam mera itna mann tha yes bolne ka but I knew I shouldn't do it so with keeping my heart as cold as ice, I said Nah. Uske baad se she just wished me my birthday and told me about her exam results and that's it. I never text her first again from that day onwards(15th Sept).
She was the first love of my life.....and I wanted her to remain the last. Believe me when I say this but uske jaane ke baad I had so many other chances to have someone else's company but pata nhi kyu it just felt like I was betraying her. What if she's still waiting for me and one day I get thise long awaited texts? I still can't look at any other girl with the same eyes as I had for her.....ab ho hee nhi pata merese.
This was all. I just wanted to share it to you all. 29th kl beeta hai na so I was just remembering her too much so just had this platform to share.