Question about libido/drive(?) (NSFW)
It’s getting to the point where I’m just depressed over the simple fact I can’t feel good anymore. The drug has definitely improved my mental health for sure, but has dragged down a lot of stuff with it. Motivation being one of them, and my ability to “get the job done”, without being too crude. I can get started, but it takes an unholy amount of work to actually get to the finish line.
It’s putting road bumps in my relationship, and I’m just really upset about it. I’m even questioning tapering off, just to feel good.
My question is, is it a permanent thing? Am I just fucked for life now, or will that ‘ability’ come back to me? I don’t water to taper off and quit the drug if it’s all futile and I did it for nothing.
I know it’s a touchy subject and I don’t mind if the post is removed because of it, but I really need advice here. I’ll be speaking to a doctor soon about it but, having some other stories about it would be nice for reassurance.
Thanks :/